Labyrinth of Life
Posted on August 17, 2008
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One Saturday morning. I had a tiff with hubby. I was in tears. Ironically, not because I was angry or hurt. Rather, the pent up frustration from failing at each attempt to spend quality moments with my boys, to enjoy the company of my spouse, to provide my family with nutritious food at every meal, to organize the whole household so that every event runs smoothly and to find time to pray, to meet up with friends, to read a book, to enjoy a cup of tea, to write, to recharge, to rejuvenate and to seek peace within.
I confided in a friend. “I am going through a very difficult, very trying time of my life.” Her words kept ringing in my mind. “It’s difficult, it’s trying – because you made it so”. And far too many times, hubby had advised, LEAVE and not LIVE a life of perfection and precision.
Yes. Far too long, I’ve trapped myself in this labyrinth of life built from my own skepticism, fears, inexorableness, rage, frustration.
For now, I have to find a way out. To find joy amidst the frustration of raising my boys, to find balance through the tussles of time and to find peace within imperfections.
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Hey.. Janice,
Welcome back..! I’m truly sorry to hear about your troubles.. our prayers will be with you and yours. And good thoughts to you .. all the way from Canada..! Have a good weekend.. *hugs*